o god.. we had so many memories. lol remember the time in the car lmao we were on our way to the state fair! and the times we went on our walks just to talk. and when we first met at your sister bday party. after i was done swimming i met you on the stairs. i fell in love right then and there.! :*~( we hated going to church but mommy and dad made us . we use to get yelled at when we held hands or eachother. :) you tought me how to ice skate! up in albany. i always looked forward to go to school just to see. you.. remember when you walked all the way to my parents house in the rain. when you worked at mcdonalds. and tried to sneak in my bed room. you scared the hell outta me.. but that really showed you loved me. to walk all the way in the rain about midnight . o there is so so so so much. i just cant keep going it hurts so much. i always think about you practically everyday. if i had one wish it would be to see you agin. in real life not my dreams. i just didnt have a chance to say bye.